I am motherfucking boring based on this journal.
I have ideas
I wanna shut everything down and start from scratch
and deny nothing
I wanna make yr eyes bleed
and yr brain matter splatter all over yr screen
I wanna be either loved or hated
Whatever you've bought into I'm not nice I'm not pretty I'm not cute. I'm a human being. I'm an animal whose fur and skin are falling to the floor. I feel like an illusion, and illusions don't spurt guts.
I'm not just a body with a keyboard, to paraphrase Bette Davis in "All About Eve."
I had initially planned to use SG primarily as an extension of my art, nothing more. In retrospect, I've allowed myself to be self-indulgent to the point of nausea.
But not today, because I have work to do. Not homework, either.
I have ideas
I wanna shut everything down and start from scratch
and deny nothing
I wanna make yr eyes bleed
and yr brain matter splatter all over yr screen
I wanna be either loved or hated
Whatever you've bought into I'm not nice I'm not pretty I'm not cute. I'm a human being. I'm an animal whose fur and skin are falling to the floor. I feel like an illusion, and illusions don't spurt guts.
I'm not just a body with a keyboard, to paraphrase Bette Davis in "All About Eve."
I had initially planned to use SG primarily as an extension of my art, nothing more. In retrospect, I've allowed myself to be self-indulgent to the point of nausea.
But not today, because I have work to do. Not homework, either.
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Academia and vegetarianism are bad for artistry!
Now put those books down, go broil yourself a good, thick bloody steak and then work on making us bleed...
In the meantime, have a brilliant St. Pat's!!
And know that I love you, if for no other reason than your willingness to quote All About Eve in your journal...
and your entry is not boring. its fresh, creative, i liked it.