bairdduvessa

A poem. First one in a long time.

When will the world end?
I'm bored

When will this night cease to exist?
I need to sleep.

Why is it that when I shut my eyes, I can feel two spikes pressing into me?
Through me?

What the fuck is the plan?
Play it again Sam

Another bad poem
again

I slept for 16 hours. Man do I stink

so i found out that she didn't commit suicide like my clients told me, but rather che died in a car accident. And as horrible as it sounds...I feel way better about that.

Anyway for more info on how much my job's been sucking lately head to my LJ (same user name).

eh who am I kidding no one reads this

i have finaly decided on the tats I want, but no money. I'm hoping to get them this fall.

If anybody out there wants to donate...contact me

I know no one reads this but,

I really think mental health workers need to unionize(sp).

Maybe it's just me (and i am fucking lazy), but i have a degree in psychology...I should not be spending my shift acting as a janitor. I should not be cleaning up after clients...especially since the whole purpose of the place I work is to teach the clients the...
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Back in January of 04, when I was first starting my job. This girl came knocking on the windows. She had just slit her wrist and changed her mind. I was forced to use what skills I had, and call an ambulance and everything.

The situation caused me 2 competing emotions. First off I was prooud of my self, and my ego was at full...
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So I was working last night, with the worst heatburn ever, when my friend Llij (jayeb666 ) called. For the next two hours I didn't get a damn thing done, and I don't care. Sure if one of the Borderlines decides to rat on me I'll be in some shit, but I don't think any of them were up.

(somebody else's) god sometimes I really...
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yay, wednesday. 9am. Time to go to sleep so I can work at my craptastic job. at least my boss is on vacation maybe I"ll just draw all night agian.

the last remnants of my hair is gone. In a little under a year and a half i went from long hair with a beard to this.

I cut iit off today, well actualy this metrosexual-transvestie hybrid did, but you get the picture.

well I have my voice back, but now the cold is back in my lungs. It hurts.

PLus the heaaches have started upagain.

On the brightside, I found out a musician I used to play back on a radio show before I graduated college is on this site.

Remembering I had the cd (ok a cd i guess she has more than one by now),...
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