So who wants to be my friend?
It's weird seeing all these people who come on SG had get shit loads of friends. In a way I am envious. I know that it probably has to do with having a social life, but sadly I don't have much of one.
improvements-
SPOILERS! (Click to view)There are a lot of improvements I need to make. Loose weight, save money, stop binge masturbating, get a hair cut, better job etc. But I find myself lacking in the motivation department.
relationships...
SPOILERS! (Click to view)As much as I don't like relationships, I'm finding that after 5 years of sec;usion I really miss kissing, holding hands, staring into eyes etc. iT'S GETTING TO THE POINT WHERE i AM GETTING REALLY MOODY ABOUT IT. SORRY CAPS LOCK WAS ON AND i'M TOO LAZY TO FIX IT, ANYWAY...i KNOW THAT i COULD GO OUT AND MEET PEOPLE, BUT 1. I HATE SOCIAL AREAS/EVENTS; AND 2. I HAVE HIGH STANDARDS.
Wel that's pretty much it.
Does anybody actualy read this?
Well I guess I'll work on a better pick for Hellah at work this weekend, does anybody else want something done?
i'll leave you with a quote from V for Vendetta about ANARCHY-although the character may be quoting some one else ( stupid comic books not giving foot notes...)
SPOILERS! (Click to view)Anarchy wears two faces, creator and destroyer. Thus destroyers topple empires; make a canvas of clean rubble where creators can then build a better world. Rubble Once achieved makes further ruins' means irrelevan. Away with our explosives, then! Away with our destroyers!they have no place within our better world. But let us raise a toast to all our bombers, all our bastards, most unlovely and most unforgivable. Let's drink to their health then meet with them no more."-from V for Vendetta by Allen Moore andDavid Llyod
I feel your lack of motivation. I can barely muster a decent post right now, it's shocking.
and as for your social issues, without trying to sound like an infomercial, I was once like yourself. I mean, I still have a general hatred of most people, but I met some that are actually pretty ok and now I have fun.
And it just so happens those people were met through this very site.