bailey

i'm in a bit of a...spot at the moment....
i think some people would call it 'hopelessness'
i am also on LOA from work, in case anyone was curious

so here is a list of the things i believe:

*i believe that deep down i enjoy fucking myself over
*i believe music says things better than i ever will be able to
*i believe my life began two months early (this is true, i was premature) and therefore the rest of my life will be plauged by bad timing
*i believe that deciding to wait for something doesnt necessarily mean its going to happen
*i believe i really do enjoy beer
*i believe i will never be married and might have to deal with never have children
*i believe i mcdonalds chocolate shakes are my new obsession
*i believe i am more interesting to speak with when i am depressed
*i TRULY TRULY believe i can not trust myself
*i also believe in sasquatch and the loch ness monster, but that has nothing to do with my situation whatsoever.

wow. this list totally cheered me up!
you can paypal me the $$ for the sarcasm, as its not regularly included with your update.