badsquire

I saw Shitake again the other day. Rarely has she looked sexier. Well, on second thought, I am not sure she ever looked sexier. The kicker is that she is such a sweet heart. ah, well..this crush continues.....

I also saw my ex-yesterday. Yes, the one who's picks are posted in my folders here. It is really odd seeing her. There is a physical attraction still that we both have to fight while we are together. It makes for a long day. She wanted me to know how inportant I was to her. I told her I was fairly sure I knew, but that the issue I had was that her opinion of that importance and my opinion of that importance differed quite a bit. She then quite bitterly said we were "even" then, because she never believed that she was as important to me as I told her she was. OUCH! I felt like she was trying to pick a fight. Wouldn't be the first time although it maybe the last.

Well, thats enough blood letting for me today.