Well, I have started to figure out how this journal works a little better, For instance I had no idea that somoene had made comments on my previous entries until I accidentally found them today.
In good news... I have not offended a friend by having her listed as one of my crushes......so I have put her back on the top of that list (after having removed her for fear of doing more harm).
My party was yesterday. Almost 50 freaky friends (or freaky friends of my trusted freaky friends) came out to play. Everyone seems to have had a good time (always nice as the host to get that vibe) and they even helped clean up! There was nudity aplenty and lots of loud noises made by a assortment of guests... Is it weird that I can identify my friends (and their friends) by what they sound like at the peak of their passion? Even when I am 3 rooms away?.
Oh well, haven't wanted to be "normal" since junior high anyway. ..regardless I met some very cool people and I am saddened that 2 of the guests are moving within the next month to far offplaces, likely never to be seen by myself again.
Anyway, everything is back to normal today.. Same old same old, almost like yesterday never happened.
In good news... I have not offended a friend by having her listed as one of my crushes......so I have put her back on the top of that list (after having removed her for fear of doing more harm).
My party was yesterday. Almost 50 freaky friends (or freaky friends of my trusted freaky friends) came out to play. Everyone seems to have had a good time (always nice as the host to get that vibe) and they even helped clean up! There was nudity aplenty and lots of loud noises made by a assortment of guests... Is it weird that I can identify my friends (and their friends) by what they sound like at the peak of their passion? Even when I am 3 rooms away?.
Oh well, haven't wanted to be "normal" since junior high anyway. ..regardless I met some very cool people and I am saddened that 2 of the guests are moving within the next month to far offplaces, likely never to be seen by myself again.
Anyway, everything is back to normal today.. Same old same old, almost like yesterday never happened.
still haven't had a chance to read that book yet though. after I do, does that give me license to have as many boyfriends as I want?
I had a freaky dream last night. I was going through this far eastern brothel- strange
The book merely goes into one womans views on life, love, sex and relationships. What she shares under the guis eof her insights may be food for thought for you, or you may reject the ideas right away. I thought that you might find it interesting though. I hoped that it would help you work through what you seem to feel was a very conservative upbringing that may be in some way interfering with how you think you want to live your life.