happy holidays girlfriends, boyfriends.. i am soooo bored and i just finished my first bottle on wine, i hope there's more. i like to chug my wine. call me a wine-oo if u will, don't hate. no player hation allowed. 
anywho.. al (my fucker), his son's mother is in town, and although i know he's got the family thing to do rite now, (and i'm not aloowed to meet her, but i met his son & mother) i can't help but get the feeling he's hiding me. and i din'tt have these thoughts until the other day when my "frie nd put them i n my head.
then my buddy who tried to help me but my pix on nhere, told me tonite that it sounds like he's still seeing her (somewhat or??) he (al, not my buddy) said i could've seen him tonite, but i didn't have a way /bother to go over there. i asked if he was gonna be with his son tomorrow (x-mas) he said yea, prolly all day. i feel ok with that. i mite be lonely, but i can still get drunk and call my good/friend dan. anyway, i feel like i trust him, and i don't really want to ask him all these dumb questions that ppl put into my head. i feel thatr if he were to see or start to fuck with another bitch, he would have enuff respect or, shi, just let a bitch know, reguardless. (we talked about this b4)
i wish i could go to a jay-z show. i wuv him.
yea-ya! since when does hbo/skinamax show rap videos'? i want to see some porn *however soft it maybe be) especially since i'm not getting any. 
one day i will sit here with enuff time and tell everyone about my lack-of-sex-life. but, now there's not eunff time, i want to go red my book. and miss my tall lite-skinned mutha fucker!!! love ya lika a play cusin--->
pds- my allgeries have been ALL fucked up today? whuts' tha dealy-yo yo wit dat? sniff. sneeze.
anywho.. al (my fucker), his son's mother is in town, and although i know he's got the family thing to do rite now, (and i'm not aloowed to meet her, but i met his son & mother) i can't help but get the feeling he's hiding me. and i din'tt have these thoughts until the other day when my "frie nd put them i n my head.
then my buddy who tried to help me but my pix on nhere, told me tonite that it sounds like he's still seeing her (somewhat or??) he (al, not my buddy) said i could've seen him tonite, but i didn't have a way /bother to go over there. i asked if he was gonna be with his son tomorrow (x-mas) he said yea, prolly all day. i feel ok with that. i mite be lonely, but i can still get drunk and call my good/friend dan. anyway, i feel like i trust him, and i don't really want to ask him all these dumb questions that ppl put into my head. i feel thatr if he were to see or start to fuck with another bitch, he would have enuff respect or, shi, just let a bitch know, reguardless. (we talked about this b4)
i wish i could go to a jay-z show. i wuv him.
yea-ya! since when does hbo/skinamax show rap videos'? i want to see some porn *however soft it maybe be) especially since i'm not getting any.
one day i will sit here with enuff time and tell everyone about my lack-of-sex-life. but, now there's not eunff time, i want to go red my book. and miss my tall lite-skinned mutha fucker!!! love ya lika a play cusin--->
pds- my allgeries have been ALL fucked up today? whuts' tha dealy-yo yo wit dat? sniff. sneeze.
Your man seems kinda shady but men are weird like that. so, you never know.
Pics? I want to see. It's good to put a face to a name. Let me know if you need any help.
Take care and happy New Year. Btw, what are your New Year's Eve plan's? I'm nosy