badlilgirl

so then...

with all the frustrations that i am going through i have decided that this is going to be my rant!!!!

i hate...

~what i do.
~what i want to do and don't.
~that i need to call my grandparents.
~the fact that i don't.
~losing my father.
~my mom's house is now a pile of ashes.
~not having my brother around to make it all better.
~liars.
~good liars even more.
~not being respected.
~boys who do not respect that i have a boyfriend.
~girls that do not respect that my boyfriend has a girlfriend.
~hidden agendas.
~shit talkers.
~two timers.
~not having a porch.
~being addicted to cigerattes.
~being comfortable with my lifestyle.
~that all my oldest friends are gone.
~that all my new friends are under 21.
~how my heart hurts all the time.
~admitting to all of this.

...and some how i don't feel any better, now that i've seen it in black & white.