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Sunday Nov 02, 2003

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so then...

with all the frustrations that i am going through i have decided that this is going to be my rant!!!!

i hate...

~what i do.
~what i want to do and don't.
~that i need to call my grandparents.
~the fact that i don't.
~losing my father.
~my mom's house is now a pile of ashes.
~not having my brother around to make it all better.
~liars.
~good liars even more.
~not being respected.
~boys who do not respect that i have a boyfriend.
~girls that do not respect that my boyfriend has a girlfriend.
~hidden agendas.
~shit talkers.
~two timers.
~not having a porch.
~being addicted to cigerattes.
~being comfortable with my lifestyle.
~that all my oldest friends are gone.
~that all my new friends are under 21.
~how my heart hurts all the time.
~admitting to all of this.

...and some how i don't feel any better, now that i've seen it in black & white.
VIEW 3 of 3 COMMENTS
pocketrocket:
happy...birthday! love
i understand your words, maybe not your feelings but your words. im there too.......but i would add : invisible sceptics :lonely haters: and ex-sceners who just dont understand :betrayl......
have a happy birthday!
Nov 9, 2003
badlilgirl:
i have a rooftop terrace....it's just not the same...


thank you for the birthday wishes...
Nov 10, 2003

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