my lap top is gone again and i have no friggin access to the internet like....ever. god damn shit sux lately...i am going through a divorce, i am losing the house, i am going through withdraws lol and i am poor. in general. life sux. anyway...im losing weight bc im poor and cannot afford food and dont really want to eat anyway prolly bc of stress. so haha to my life right now. ANYWAY. im done being emo for now. on the brighter side of life...i am getting an apt w/my friend, audielee. so that should be cool...at least bills will be cheaper and so i will have more spending money. the other thing is that i have a really good job now and so once i get caught up on my bills i should be banking. lol. my mom is moving back to new jersey so hopefully that goes well for her. i am kind of sort of seeing someone but he has some committment issues so that is not going ideally. i love him though so i have been dealing with the situation at hand. um what else what else.....i do think that may be it for now and so im done lol. who knows when my next time writing will be so yeah lol ill write when i can. much love to everyone. muah and i will add new pics asap. 