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another friday afternoon. i don't even know what to do with myself. i'm thinking about seeing a movie before work. i'm so stuffed right now i don't even feel like moving. went to philli. yesterday. always a great time in the city of brotherly love. saw a baseball game. i took my roommate. he hasn't been to the new ball park yet. it was cool...i...
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i love friday afternoons. i don't have to work until 8 tonight, my room mates are at work. i can be naked, clean the house, play music, practice kung fu...i can do whatever the fuck i want without disturbances. i really feel happy lately. like i've gone up a level. reached another plain. every once in a great blue moon this happens. now i guess...
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happy 4th of july. i'm so glad that i made my plans to go on vacation today. beautiful ocean city, MD. haven't had more than a day off in like 5 years. i'll have off 4 days in a row. man i'm psyched. i'm getting a big umbrella, a good book, and lots of sun screen. ya fucking hoo.
so good to have our freedom...isn't...
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i feel a little better than i did on sunday. i've been trying to deal with another loss. getting loaded sure sounds like a great idea, but i've been traing at the kung fu center as much as i can. that makes me feel much better, and gets my mind off things for the time that i'm there. haven't really played any music, but tomorrow...
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so...go figure 3 people have died in the past 4 months that i know. one was my grandmother...a.k.a grandmonster. it sounds terrible, but for her sake i'm glad she finally died. she has been praying for the last 50 years for god to take her... "life is so miserable, i've seen all i'm gonna see, etc". my dad used to tell her(before he died), "mom,...
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finally figured out how to scan a picture to a file, and then that to this. what a fuckin' project.
been doing so much kung fu lately...i feel good, but beat up. it's good to get knocked around a bit every now and then. it's also fun to throw someone else around too. definately on the receiving end this week.
i saw mom on saturday....
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played for about 30 minutes and the cops came this afternoon.. what the fuck. i was filled with so much rage and i couldn't freak out. we recorded some vocals and wrote some lyrics...work was accomplished, but i really felt it today, you know. i just wanted to rock and be loud and get it out of my system. who the fuck calls the cops...
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i finished at the bar a couple hours ago and i'm happy to be home. it's been a good day. i had my evaluation for my light green sash; and i passed. it was hard. my last two evaluations weren't so bad actually, but this was a true test. my sifu demanded everyting from me that i've learned from the beginning. i knew the material,...
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