I find that many people fold to fit the image of what others think they should be.
I find that I change many times to fit the image of what I think I should be. An image which is constantly changing. The changes aren't noticeable, but to me they are significantly tiring.
Time is best spent with those that don't judge. Those that do, or pretend that they don't judge, inevitably start to show through. It hurts, but I understand. Thankfully I don't keep those people around too often or they fade themselves out of my life every now and then.
Sadly, the life I live is full of judgment. Most of the people I'm around have a tendency to hold themselves higher than they really should. Until I gain more rank I guess I'll just have to deal with it. But with all of the anticipation I have for moving to my new home, I can't help feel that I'll miss those friends that I have made here.
The friends that don't judge me.
I find that I change many times to fit the image of what I think I should be. An image which is constantly changing. The changes aren't noticeable, but to me they are significantly tiring.
Time is best spent with those that don't judge. Those that do, or pretend that they don't judge, inevitably start to show through. It hurts, but I understand. Thankfully I don't keep those people around too often or they fade themselves out of my life every now and then.
Sadly, the life I live is full of judgment. Most of the people I'm around have a tendency to hold themselves higher than they really should. Until I gain more rank I guess I'll just have to deal with it. But with all of the anticipation I have for moving to my new home, I can't help feel that I'll miss those friends that I have made here.
The friends that don't judge me.