Is it natural that I can never sleep when she's around? As much as I love her, for the life of me I can't seem to rest. I feel like that should be telling me something, on top of the other hassles I put up with from her.
Maybe I'm just looking for a negative reason to break contact. I need a good time. Said to say that it's only come in the form of beer lately.
Maybe I have PTSD...I can see why but it's hitting me in too sneaky of a way. So I can't admit to it, but the jitters, nervousness and tension is starting to get to me. Maybe I'll just go to a range. Pop off a few rounds, maybe picture that the target is her. Kill to birds with one stone.
Maybe I'm just looking for a negative reason to break contact. I need a good time. Said to say that it's only come in the form of beer lately.
Maybe I have PTSD...I can see why but it's hitting me in too sneaky of a way. So I can't admit to it, but the jitters, nervousness and tension is starting to get to me. Maybe I'll just go to a range. Pop off a few rounds, maybe picture that the target is her. Kill to birds with one stone.