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Sleep.

Five hours, no more...no less. Otherwise I feel like hell in the morning.

How sad is that?

Imagine that you live for 90 years.
Most people live until they're about 71, 72 years of age. Some people pop off in their early to mid 50s if they really fuck themselves up but lets say for the sake of argument that you live to 90.
Multiply that by 365; you get 32,850 days. That's it, your entire life. Less than...
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I feel bad to a certain extent.

We have an agreement, I'm lonely with little to no "meet-new-people" social skills.

What am I to do?

I find that many people fold to fit the image of what others think they should be.

I find that I change many times to fit the image of what I think I should be. An image which is constantly changing. The changes aren't noticeable, but to me they are significantly tiring.

Time is best spent with those that don't judge. Those that do, or...
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AIM: dontpanic2780

I'm always logged on, even if I'm not around.

I love talking to people, even if I don't know how to begin a conversation. It's a problem I have.

What I do now, I do for myself first. My time and dedication and selflessness has come to an end.

I deserve pleasure. I yearn for excitement.

I won't be a pushover.

What must a man do to make a name for himself?

What must a man do to make himself?

Is it natural that I can never sleep when she's around? As much as I love her, for the life of me I can't seem to rest. I feel like that should be telling me something, on top of the other hassles I put up with from her.

Maybe I'm just looking for a negative reason to break contact. I need a good time. Said...
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