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Looks like I really need to be a bitch to someone. This girl has been wanting to hang out, and I'm not really looking forward to it cause I dumped her. She called up today and asked "do you want to go for a drink". I was not ready to deal with that shit, even though I do want a beer, what would be the point in drinking it out somewhere if I couldn't enjoy it?
So I postponed to tomorrow. I'm not going to feel any better tomorrow, I really wanted to go see a movie tomorrow night. I'd love to go out, but, let me make this clear, I AM COMPLETELY NOT INTERESTED ANYMORE!
Wow, I need to print a t-shirt and wear it, because she says she wants to be friends, but undoubtedly the conversation will come around to that sort of conversation about "woe is me, what was wrong? (all masked in "I'm confident, I'm all cool, I'm not a bag of shit that feels like being walked all over")
Maybe I'll change my mind, and maybe I can relax and not be guarded and not act like a closed up asshole man with her, but....

And I really wanted to see that movie.

All else is good. I applied for a position as an apprentice to a DP, so cross your fingers and hope I gets it.

AHHHH, more ranting, this weekend I had a crazy football weekend and made one huge mistake, inviting the most unenergized person I know, and expect him to scream and have a good time. First stop, Atlanta, GA for the SEC Championship Game between LSU and Tennessee. Awesome seats, 15 row up, next to the band, but I was sitting next to some old broad, and my friend. I was in a boring sandwich. Also cute college sorority girls that gave me a laugh when I overheard them say "...in 1996, I was 9". Wow.
LSU fought a great fight, and won, 21-14. One of the best games I have EVER seen in person.




Then drive all night back home. Wake up early, go to New Orleans and do the same thing all over again, just replace "LSU" with "Saints" and "Tennessee" with "Tampa Bay". One exception, give Saints the loss.



Oh well, two days later and I'm still looking for my voice.
Love me!