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So I was involved with the love of my life for about 4 years, and she recently went off to grad school. She recently called it off (something I was expecting before she left) and now I'm sitting holding the bag of angry. I'm starting to realize how selfish she was the whole time and how much I gave of myself to keep it all going. I'm glad she is away, because it makes it so much easier. I was supposed to go visit this weekend but called it off after she called called it off about a week and a half ago. 2 things
1)I'm left feeling angry and taken advantage of. I mean we were together for 4 years, and I poured a lot of myself into this thing we called love, where as this was something 'to do' before she went off to grad school. This is not a big deal, time will heal this.
2)Her and our friends are all keeping plans to go to jazz fest and stay in a hotel that weekend. I just bought the tickets and made the reservations.

More about this later, i need a drink