I Feel like I wanna cry, but I don't know why
I think that I'm just petrified that my balls have died and I might not ever create a kid inside..
...of my wife and all my life I've just wanted to be a dad and I'm scared that I've lost out on whatever chance I had.
and I feel like it's my fault somehow, and my solemn vow to do better than my father did is fading into ether now
see, promiscuous doesn't cover it, I was far too slick, all about my dick
And I was a good little manwhore, gave em what they asked for, then they left or I left and I felt bereft and I got a rep
Then I got clammy, dear when and ex called said she tested positive and I was in the Shit.
Medicated, outlook updated, I'm a changed man, let me tell you, I highly rate it. This monogamy has really gotten me so it breaks my heart there might be no progeny...