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So, I really suck at finding the right words for people when they're going through a lot of shit. I usually end up using music, since it's how I've expressed myself since I was thirteen.


So, here's to you. You'll know who you are when you read and hear this. One of my biggest inspirations. My muse if you will. I only wish I could...
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nikonphoto80:
well I hope the video helps this person.

I guess the only thing I am good at is finding the right words to help people who are going thru a tuff time, maybe it is the writer in me.

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It's hard to live without family. Especially when they won't leave you alone.

I know, I know, explaining is in order.

Since I can remember, those who raised me have either never had a good thing to say about my accomplishments, or never bothered to try and make things better. I've grown up trying to meet standards so high that I'll never reach them, therefore...
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rizzo:
Some ties just need to be cut. Good for you for doing so. smile
nikonphoto80:
well I hope your life will get better now.
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this is a public service announcement


Bad Guy Mike says go see Watchmen. If you've seen already, go see it again. And again.




That is all. Your regularly scheduled program will resume shortly.
nikonphoto80:
well i will do my best to go see that movie.
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It's gotten to that point again, where I feel the need to bitch. What's the subject today. Being single. It's getting to the point where I'm getting more and more discouraged from even trying. When my friend, that really no one likes (no offense to the guy) can get two numbers in mere hours, it's pretty fucking discouraging.


I'm not gonna make this shit long...
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nikonphoto80:
Ive been single for a very long time, so I dont know what to tell you.
nikonphoto80:
by the way there is a really good band playing at the dame on saturday, you should go.
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Define powerful:

Front row center during the following song...



padre:
Fucking badass man!
oxy:
biggrin
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I just got home from the craziest fucking concert of my life. Slipknot live. At least a dozen helped out to an ambulance and two more escorted out by the cops. Not to mention the insanity on stage. I'm so fuckingg tired...
nikonphoto80:
i'm glad the show was so good, i hope no one was hurt to bad at the show.
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Okay. So dinner is pushed to this weekend when I'll have more time. However, I wrote my first script last night. So if anyone wants to check it out, give me an e-mail address I can send it to.
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otter:
What kind of script?? confused
nikonphoto80:
What is the script about?
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Dinner turned out to be amazing. Now the real test. Four course meal, Tuesday evening. The same two dishes as well as an appetizer and a salad.

Oh shit what have I gotten myself into... Fucking hell...
nikonphoto80:
So that was the first time you ever cooked? I have been cooking since I was pretty young, my mom worked 12 hr shifts and then also worked in my step dads office, so I kind of had to learn how to cook.

Good luck, I hope it turns out good.

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Well, tomorrow I venture into the lovely world of cooking. Not... "Toss that shit in the microwave" cooking. Actual cooking. The plan is to have some lightly spice sauted shrimp on brown rice and some backed chicken alfredo. Wish me luck guys!
mrsted_stryker:
I am so on my way! biggrin
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I ended up having to stay in the hospital for several days. I had another asthma attack due to this damned bronchitis. I should be good now, but this has been the most terrifying and life changing event of my entire life. I've almost died twice now.

I'm home now, on some medication to keep myself from ending up back in the hospital....
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mrsted_stryker:
I wouold definitely win... although I have a PICC line so you could just pull that out! tongue
(PICC line is an IV that last from 2 weeks to a year and goes from my bicep to the middle of my chest!!!!)

Get one of those hats... that you can put the beer cans in and the straw goes from the can to your mouth. You wont have to hold anything and can sip when ya want! biggrin
mrsted_stryker:
LOL I had my laptop and cute nurses too, but 2 weeks is too long regardless!! eeek

I love my PICC line...its so much easier! Plus I actually get to do all my IV antibiotics myself! tongue