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bad_guy_mike

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Sunday Apr 19, 2009

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I don't know what to do any more. I don't know who to turn to. I feel so lost. Hopeless. I wish I had someone to hold me tonight. A voice to tell me things will work out, no matter how unimaginable that may be right now. I feel like I've lost everything. If there is a merciful God out there, strike me down now or give me a glimmer of hope to hold on to. I've had hard nights. Not too many so hard, though, that it brings a physical pain to me. I'm going down this path with no sense of direction left, no fuel in the tank, and a gun to my head ready to pop. I'm the finger on the "red button." I've lost all control.


If there is a God, then that motherfucker needs to help me.
nikonphoto80:
Things do change, they get better, they get worse, they stay the same, life is hard, it is up to us to beat it, it is work, it is up to us to do what needs to be done, do you think my life is great? I have not even been on a date in 4 YEARS, I never go out or do anything and I only have a couple of friends, but as some one once wrote suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem, we both have it so much better then some people out there, there are some people who would give anything to be put in our shoes, I will leave you with some quotes, because I think great quotes can change the world.






Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things that you didn't do than by the ones you did do... Sail away from the safe harbor. Catch the trade winds in your sails. Explore. Dream. Discover. --Mark Twain

All those moments will be lost in time, like tears in the rain.
-Rutger Hauer, Blade Runner.

We enjoy warmth because we have been cold. We appreciate light because we have been in darkness. By the same token, we can experience joy because we have known sadness.
-David Weatherford



Life is an opportunity, benefit from it.

Life is beauty, admire it.

Life is bliss, taste it.

Life is a dream, realize it.

Life is a challenge, meet it.

Life is a duty, complete it.

Life is a game, play it.

Life is a promise, fulfill it.

Life is sorrow, overcome it.

Life is a song, sing it.

Life is a struggle, accept it.

Life is a tragedy, confront it.

Life is an adventure, dare it.

Life is luck, make it.

Life is too precious, do not destroy it.

Life is life, fight for it.


- Mother Teresa

"You never see the most significant things that are happening in your life while they are happening"
-Field of Dreams-

"Desperation is a necessary ingredient to learning anything, or creating anything. Period. If you ain't desperate at some point, you ain't interesting"
~Jim Carrey








Apr 19, 2009

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