Just as a fore warning, this blog does not regard the fine people I've met on her. It regards two people I know in person. And even though they have me annoyed to no end, I'll respect them by leaving out their name's. Now... On with the ranting.
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Isn't it funny how people will come up with a bullshit reason to be mad at you simply because they just want a reason to be pissed off at you? They'll take any little thing and use it against you or convince themselves that you're lying to them.
Better yet, how about the hypocrites that say that who you are and what you are is totally okay, even go so far as to call certainly personality aspects sexy. But when those traits are shown to someone else, they get pissed. Apparently it's okay if I'm cocky or a flirt with people as long as you have no clue who they are. I'm sorry, but if friendly conversation where I call someone cute is considered "hitting on" them, then sorry about your luck, it's just who I am.
Now I'm not trying to use the whole "it's in my nature" card here. I'm just saying that if I hadn't been encouraged by this certain person to be who I am, then be criticized for those same actions, I wouldn't be as annoyed as I am now. I don't mean any offense to this person, but really... Is it that big of a deal that I said someone was cute that you happen to know? If it is that big of a deal, then I'm sorry. I'll just make sure that the person has no clue who you are before I even think of talking to them. Not trying to be an asshole, I'd just rather save both of us the hassle of you getting pissed at me over something like this again. I value you very much as a friend, but right now you have really gotten on my nerves with this. I understand why you'd be mad if I purposefully was going after one of your friends, but please try to get the full story next time before jumping my shit. 'Cause I know you're pissed off, and I'm getting there.
But the one person that really gets me worked up, and I don't mean in a good way either, is someone who claimed to be a friend while sucking money from my bank account and guilting me into neglecting my studies. I know, I know... I made the choice, but he used a character flaw of mine to get what he wanted out of me. And then, just because he's having a hard time and because he dropped out of college, he expects me to just drop everything and be by his side. I'm sorry, but for a so called straight man, you're acting like a clingy fucking boyfriend. I signed on for a friendship, not this.
I sit here and wonder, "why am I so harsh? No wonder I don't have many friends, I'm a dick. But then I realize that most people I met in person suck. Plain and simple. I'm not trying to be an asshole, but for the most part it's true. Human beings, myself included, suck. I understand no one is even close to perfect. But come on people! Give a shot at at least being a decent person. Get the facts straight, or in one person's case, get your sexuality straight and take your damn anti-psychotics or whatever the fuck you're on man. You're turning into a goddamn stalker.
And yes, I'm fully aware that the parties involved in this will probably never read this.And if they do, I'm sure I'll get ten kinds of hell for it. But I'm tired of just keeping my thoughts to myself for fear that the person I'm annoyed or pissed at might find out how I feel,
