baconandeggs

sorry I haven't been on here for awhile
nothing really new with me. I got a second job as a cashier yay me!
unfortunately I have a little bit of trouble saving money
today I bought a dress for my brothers wedding... even though I had something I could have worn I wanted a new dress its really cute though and I want to look pretty for my boyfriend.
then I got lunch because I was shopping all day and hadn't eaten anything.. and then, I saw this set of necklaces for my daughters that I couldn't pass up.
ugh! I need to stop spending money!!!!!

my whole goal is to save money to move across the country to be with my kids but I'm way behind on my savings then I should be.
its no ones fault but my own.

I think I might live too much in the now. if something sounds good I'll spend money on it b/c it will make me happy now, but then I usually regret it because its fucking up my goals
I have a total lack of self control
stupid, stupid me!!!!!!!

anywho, I guess I'm done boring you.
I have to work both jobs tomorrow which is good b/c i'll be making money not spending it.

hope all is well with everyone
goodnight