I've been realizing how much I depend on my Boyfriend lately. No, it's not a bad thing. I use to freak out at the idea of depending on someone for anything. The thing is my B/F has been there for me even when I didnt NEED him. He's awsome and I'm ok with depending on him for support. He always tells me how upset it makes him to think of me going without the things I want, to pay for the things I need. So he buys me what ever I want even when I dont ask for it and he provides the things I need so I have money in my pocket. I feels so good to be able to have money for cigarettes or a soda when I want it. LOL. Yes, it's been that bad in the past. It's not just dependence it also love. I am totally in love with this guy. I guess I should be after 3 years. He's always on my mind and it's totally obvious to others that I absolutley adore him. I even find myself writting little girl things like "I Love Rich". Hehe. Silly maybe but when he finds these little notes here and there it just makes him giggle.
The more I talk about it the more I find that everyone has someone they allow themselves to depend on.
Who is the #1 person in your life and why?
The more I talk about it the more I find that everyone has someone they allow themselves to depend on.
Who is the #1 person in your life and why?
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buckyverano:
Your not supposed to be smoking cigs... BLAAAHHH.
captainbackfire:
im still searching for that #1 person in my life. i have a buncha people that i can always count on though and its a wonderful feeling. no matter how independent you are, knowing that if you fall someone will be there to catch you is great. i hate when people get so caught up in being independent that they shut themselves off from other people... boo them! yay for having people you can count on!!