babypoop_69

oh oh yeah i finally got my new bass on monday!! it kicks ass. so there's more about this girl. she's weird. so on monday i finally let my balls drop so i kissed her good night when i left.. and she kind of turns her head away when i kiss her. what the fuck?? ahhh it all started earlyer in the night. about a fucking playboy mag. my dad got the new playboy and i was on the phone with her, when my dad came outside, i told him to hold on a sec. let me zip up. and of course i really wasnt doing anything. so when i said that joke to my dad, she tought i was really looking at the mag. so i guess that ruined my booty call. damn it! i talked to her last night about it....how i didnt even look at it. it was right there next to me..butt i was to busy doing other things while i was talking to her on the phone. ahh whatever. see this is another reason why i dont want a girlfriend right now. just so i dont have to deal with this shit. im glad its a open relationship. cause i think if we were in a b/g relationship it wouldnt last that long. see she thinks if i look at porn then thats who i'll be thinking about when we have sex or when we kiss. i told her thats not true. if im having sex with a girl or giving a kiss to a girl thats who im thinking about. no one eles. thats just the way iam. maybe other guys think about other girls while they have sex, or whatever butt i dont. and she still doesnt understand. ahh...... maybe im being a dick or a asshole about this whole thing. maybe i should try not to look at porn related crap if i want her as a girlfriend. butt then again..why the hell should i change for someone when they dont like me for who iam.. and plus why should i do it when im not going to be un-happy in the long run. she knew about this whole porn thing way before we started seeing eachother. i think this porn thing is getting really old. and i dont revolve my life around it. fuck it.