babyblue

things must die in order to be reborn.

music is far from the worst thing to have going on in your life. i've been more into movies lately, but i just got a new stack of drool-worthy CDs.

man, that shirt was the pimpest.
my reasoning was as follows, and was correct. everyone was going to show up wearing black head to toe. i could join the crowd or wear a slick shiny golden curtain shirt.

i got over dressing goth when i stopped being a gothdustrial dj back in 97. i did recently pick up a new slew of CDs, though. the music itself never gets old.

yea it was alot of fun.. you should have come down!

Actually when I interviewed it was during the 'Nowhere' tour and they were still so young and sweet back then that all they did was correct me gently. "Oh, but we're not from Manchester, we're from Oxford." That type of thing. It was still embaressing none the less.

... well, he actually doesn't dress in drag, he says gay men have that covered, but he is still a transvestite. you should have seen the two outfits he was wearing last night, it was great, and he wears them with fake breasts now as well, unlike on dress to kill or circle. he did a bit about this time one of his fake bra stuffing boobs exploded on an airplane once he went above 30,000 feet and he was covered in that goopy stuff they put inside of them, probably not very funny unless you were there, but it was nonetheless great...


p.s. love is hell is good, go get it...

While Ride's Nowhere is an aboslutely brilliant lp and they were from the same era as most of the great Manchester bands, they were actually from just south of London in Oxford. *wink* Don't worry though, I made the same mistake way back then, only the more embaressing part of it was that I was interviewing them when I made the mistake.

My visit to the doctor was pretty positive and although there's no clear cut reason for what happened to me, my blood tests were fine. I'm somewhat relieved.

I try not to download albums, but it's hard when you're short on cash and need new tunes!

Bizarre, I have Comcast service here on the East Coast, and not once has it faultered.

I love that so many girls have been getting new posting and profile pictures. Two of my favorites have great new ones.

If you feel you are been taken for granted, even in your own mind, it's possibly symptomatic of something larger. Either within yourself, which you noted, or maybe you are seeing warning signs of something negative before it actually occurs. I don't know about women's intuition all that well, but I do have a strong sense of self trust, and when my body tells me that somethings not right in a relationship, I know it's not lying to me.

... yeah, i'm much more for the sad bastard ryan as well. have you heard any of the unreleased stuff, (suicide handbook, 48 hours)? i have a few albums worth of unreleased stuff and it's all really good, super sad, great stuff...

Seattle new house of debauchery and pervaier *Can't Spell* of fine crafted PBR shall be provided by Kitten, JB and, Myself. It's super sweet and I know we are for sure having a New Years shindig, and most likely a few inbetween now and then. I belive we are also going to have a Christmas in January party because kitten and I weren't prepared for it this year. Because of the move.

Good to hear you're cheery (or at least not glum) again! If only the site had some life.

I know what you mean about the funk. I got it too. Hey, we've got the funk... ok that's just silliness.
When I get in those moods I normally clean my house up. After several hours of cleaning, while listening to some fucked up music, I'll be to tired to be in a bad mood.
Take care.

Those kind of moods are so strange. That undefinable blahness that just won't quit. It doesn't happen too often to me, but I certainly know exactly what you mean.

Going to the gym will definitely help you shake the funk, espcially if you have a walkman and some of your favorite tunes to listen to. I'm sure you'll be feeling a million times better when you get back.

me a decemberween gift.

but enough cheese. glad to see you back in action again!

It's probably because, except for Doc, all the others end with a happy, dwarfish-sounding "-y." Doc is going to be remembered because, let's face it, serious people such as doctors are remembered -- and when did you ever see a dwarf physician? Another reason he would stick in peoples' minds.

As for why you forgot Sneezy, I dunno ... you might have issues with allergies, or you may have got him confused with Bashful (they dress somewhat alike), and forgot him as a substitute for forgetting Bashful. You have interesting mental habits.

Hello,
Thank you for your thoughts.
I'll be back soon.
-Nate

that's funny, about 5 minutes before i read your entry i was about to do laundry.

you have a roommate now?

and the starlight mints are wussy as hell. but if you like grandaddy and all that other emo stuff, you'll probably like it.

ha! you emo!

woot for new internet!