so im in class right now. cant focus worth shit. you know when you have someone for 5 months you really like him but you just dont stop thinking of someone else. yea well i couldnt really handle it. me and that someone arent talking. well hey it might be good. i hate feeling of being alone. that is the worst feeling. especially when you about to leave for basic training and you have no one to come back to. that really sux. im tired, im bored, im alone, i need a tattoo or piercing. theres and escape. at least i can do that. so while im in my very depressed mode. i think im might go to the beach to think. not today but soon. life is a bitch thank god for ciggarettes. bye loves to all. 
