WOW TODAY REALLY WAS A BAD DAY. JUST FOUND OUT SOMEONE I REALLY CARE ABOUT IS MOVING TO VEGAS. THAT SUCKS. IM REALLY GONNA MISS HIM. I FELT SO ALONE TODAY. IT WAS ONE OF THOSE DAYS WHEN YOU WISH YOU HAD SOMEONE TO JUST HOLD YOU. THIS GUY IM TALKING TO, EVERYONE IS TELLING ME TO BE CAUTIOUS. GOSH MAN THIS WORLD IS SO DAMN TWISTED. WHY IS IT SO HARD TO JUST FIND SOMEONE. OR IS THAT TO MUCH. THIS GUY IS VERY VIOLENT AND AGRESSIVE.WE HAVE BEEN TELKING 4 ABOUT 2 WEEKS AND HE WANTS ME TO MOVE IN WITH HIM. HE JUST WANTS TO JUMP INTO IT.WICH GIVES ME ALOT OF SECOND THOUGHTS. THE ONE GUY I WOULD LIKE TO HAVE I DOUBT I WILL EVER GET. I HAD HIM FOR ONE NIGHT. THEN IT WAS LIKE THATS IT. LIFE SUX. BUT IT ALL COMES DOWN TO IM ALONE EVER NIGHT. GO TO WORK COME HOME. EWW. I WANT SOMEONE THERE.

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dumpstarx:
just think of lonely times as paying your dues...it's worth waiting. God don't move in with some pushy violent dude you've only known for a few weeks....codependance sucks...codependant cohabitation sucks 10 times worse. It'd be so hard to get out of if you didn't like it. Just one guy's opinion...STAY STRONG SISTER