baby_c

i moved to santa maria. into my mothers house. wow. i did it. i left him. i went to the house with my girlfriends didnt say a word packed up my shit and left. havent been back. its been two weeks. i dont think im over it completely yet. but soon. gosh this relationship was so bad. i have no clue how i held it together for 2 and a half years. i was really bad. i would have been worse if i stayed with him. being with him kinda makes me not want another guy. but hey all i want is a nice boyfriend. thats it. why is it so hard to find that.......help me out here......im gettin lonely