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hello....im about ot leave to go roping... ugh puke tonight ill be in pismo like around 1230. im gonna make porn. blush biggrin hehehe. so fun. the first of many to come. i only worked till 1215 today. muahaha. awsome. not much is goin on just that. i gotta go love you guyz kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss love love love love love love love ooo aaa ooo aaa ARRR!!!
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randomrockstar:
Hey! That's awesome! My old horse (the true love of my life!!) that I used to run barrels with was trained to be a healer for a bit! That's so cool that you ride! I've been looking for a place to ride around here!
I like you even more now! wink
randomrockstar:
My barrel horse wasn't anywhere NEAR as wacked out as my sisters eventing mare...she was a bitch, first of all, but she was a goddamned adrenaline junky! Talk about a speed freak!

Edited because now we have to get together and ride sometime!!!

[Edited on Jun 17, 2005 8:46PM]
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well hello. i finally got off early today soo happy. not horny off. off of work. ugh your minds in the gutter... wink although...j/k. so today was fast. my lil brother is at magic mountain. stupid ass. so this is what i dont understand. my guy wants to marry me. but if i go to basic he wont wait???am i over reacting or does that not...
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baby_c:
yea he said i could. hehhehehe how fun. we havent been together that long 6 months. buts he says he loves me.....i think ur my new crush love kiss blush
randomrockstar:
Awww...don't have a crush on me. Crushes suck. Just like me! wink
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confused confused confused confused confused confused confused confused confused confused confused why are huys so damn hard headed?? my guy doesnt want me to go active, but i know its best for me. i dont know what to do im being pulled two different wayz. i love him to death but i need to get my life together. i dont want to depend on him my whole life. why doesnt he understand that??help anyone?? frown confused confused confused
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carryavengeance:
i think you should kick him in the shins and be like "i'm independent, fuckface!"
randomrockstar:
Hmmm...I'll love you wink
Hehehe...
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so im totally pissed. my plans had to change for tomorrow. i was supposed to go to the beach. but it turns out i have to go to parkfield. puke mad im staying the night in shandon. then tomorrow we gonna drive over there. uuggh. sooo pissed. i wanted to talk to jeanie about a corset. frown its ok next sunday for sure ill be there. i hate...
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So ive been thinking (wich is dangerous for me). this whole bi situation. i think ill give it a go. why not it may be fun. yes im a freak if thats what u think. but i love it. so ill be in pismo on sunday hangin out. i want to talk to jeannie about a corset. i want more. more more more. so i...
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randomrockstar:
What are you going to Pismo for? Maybe we could meet or something?
caffeineheadache:
good luck on the bi thing....i saw go for it. if i was a girl i would wink

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why do people keep asking if im Bi. do i look bi. no offense to those who are, if someone asks me one more time im gonna say yea just for shits and giggles.
today wasnt bad. my mind was very active. im over my hatred for that person. just moving on. i realized i was attached to somthing wasnt good and not there.
i...
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randomrockstar:
Yeah...so are you bi??? wink

I know. Curiosity killed the cat. How does someone "look" bi? I don't get it. I guess I don't think that I look bi...but I am...
Hmmmm...

Thanks! I'm glad you like the pic. I like it too! smile
just:
12 hour days, 6 days a week? Damn what the hell do you do?

And did you just throw up on me AND kiss me? In that order?

Dirty.
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mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad
this is how i feel about one certain person. he just won thr first class ticket to the top of my shit list. dont worry its no one on my friends.i hope the hell fires from a demon child rain on him. hard too.


i feel better now. kiss blush
i would say who it is but he already hates society. now ill sleep great.
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nick667:
lol still waitng for more pic sfrom u hehe
nick667:
grr meanie
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Iam:
weak
bored
lonely
happy and unhappy
confused
pissed
bitchy
persuasive
agressive
brutaly honest (mostly when im mad)
casual
nice
quiet
submissive


Iam not:
a whoremonger
easy to walk all over
stupid
blind
high matenance
boring
broken


I want
to be loved
wanted
happy
unconfused
to open up without being judged
to be me
to love someone
a great future
real friends
every goal i...
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countryboy:
life is never easy, just keep waking up and it will get better, I wish you was here so I could tie you up and show how it would feel in My arms smile kiss kiss kiss love love wink wink wink kiss kiss
empirion:
Hiya, just wanted to tell ya I got the message. I'm leaving for AT with my unit tomorrow, though, but i'll be back in a couple weeks. Badlands, here I come. smile
Late-
-Empirion skull
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so i was in deep thought today. i have a problem. big one to. im leaving to the army. my bf is talking about marriage. i thought about it like him asking me and i dont know. i have a huge lust problem. honestly all my friends are guys. i have one girlfriend.the other day i was with him and he tells me he sees...
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countryboy:
I will hold ya baby smile
countryboy:
given enough time and the right mood I could do alot more for ya smile kiss
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wow im drunk hehe. me and my dad just had a heart to heart talk yoo. i dont know how i did it biggrin im gonna pass ouy now
vici:
Well babe you need to call me or maybe im me on my phone while I'm at work. We need to hang out before you ship out love.

Until then this will have to do love love love love love love love kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss

Vici
baby_c:
k so here is what has happened in the last few days:
friday-margarita night, we have soome friends that we rope with (may i add the are total hicks)there blood cells spell red neck. i played pool against alot of old drunk men. suprisingly for how drunk they were they were perty damn good. then i went outside and listened to two guyz sit and talk about horse shit for like two hours whatever confused ugh.all the lil redneck kids were drinking with there parents.
saturday night-beer night, i got off work at 3:00. went and roped a few steers with pete. then went home unloaded the horses changed went back for beer night. i had a few too many mailbus and coke. then i double dipped puke i was a perty friendly girl. i got rope buy jeremy. we fought eachother he pinned me then i pinned him. surprisingly im more flexible when drunk.OMG, hehe biggrin cindy this fat chick got on a lil kids bike and triend to ride it she fell right smack on her face.hahaha she was drunk too.haha tickles me.then doug (this huge guy) roped and old man and he flipped out and wanted to fight. it was sobering. thats about it. bunch of red necks drinking. kiss surreal
oh the best part was when pete came up to me and said "i dont know what your doin but you dad is really rpoud of you. he wont stop talking about you, and me personally i like you." pete is a great guy i love him to death. he is like comedy central live just walking around. well i get to see my bf to day biggrin love so ill talk later.
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OMG. i just got done talking to my best friend ever tabby. she lives in chicago.we went to the same military school.that school shut down big riots were started, i figured. she is gonna send a pic of us in school ill put that up. im so tired im delirious. ive up since 500. ijust got back from watching a bunch of old men get...
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music is my inspiraton espeacially when im agry at the world. work was like drag today. i hate working. epeacially for my dad. sometimes its good cuz i get to leave before everyone else. they hate me. it has been a week sincei have seen my bf. i dont know if that is good or bad. confused i dont know. but oh well. life sux when...
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vici:
Well i actually tried iming u earlier today but the phone number doesn't work so I suggest that you might want to give me your new number if u want me to get through, well I didn't actually realize you had a different number until I tried to call u bout 5 minutes ago but I will be truthfull and tell you that.

So if u want to bitch at me more call me on my phone until then be polite in my journal wink kiss biggrin

Vici
just:
Hey, thanks for the add. My first SG friend- aren't you honored? Hard to find girls like you in SM, where do you all hide?