After almost a year being a SuicideGirl I do not know what I want anymore.
When I joined SG in the beginning, I thought the ideology was great: celebrating beauty in all shapes and sizes, a community where you could fit in by just being yourself…like a dream for me!
Nowdays…I feel frustrated most of the time.
I know you like me because I made some really good friends here, my sets are always well received and I’m used to share some pretty good and interesting conversations with some members. But I seem to be not good enough for the staff and that’s really sad. If at least someone give me some feedback I’d know what to do…
So, in one hand I have 3 or 4 sets coming out this year and I do not want to disappoint the photographers by saying “goodbye” but, in the other hand, I wanna be happy!
Maybe I'm more sensitive than usual these days (this month are the aniversaries of my dad, my dear uncle and my grandpa's deaths...and also my birthday!) and negativity is blocking my mind. This has to be just a phase, I'm not like this...I always try to see the good side of everything :)
What should I do my friends?
Thanks for reading me.
I have a little present for you =)
Some pics with the SG swimsuit that I’ve made. Enjoy!
Hope you have a great week =)
Love & peace <3
