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Tuesday Nov 23, 2004

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Im not going to be around as much to comment or update. busy busy busy

Long update
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First some light hearted shit, because everything else in my journal is going to be dumb.
Feel free to skip the emo stuff at the end.


Sesame Street.



Gnome's adventure.



Tee-shirt I bought.



Cat dance.
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School next semester. Find a better job. Live in Ohio. Study to be a nurse.

Bah! I hate all these ideas. I dont really want to do any of this. None of them are my idea of fun. Is it so wrong that I only want fun?

Dont get me wrong. I want to learn new things. I want to support myself. And there is nothing wrong with Ohio. But


I WANT ADVENTURE DAMNIT!!!!


Im not going to tolerate any more hum drum. I dont know exactly what Im going to do, but thats the point. Its time to take a break from typical undergraduate study.

There is a ton of stuff I want to do.

Im going to take some basic classes on teaching English as a foreign language. I speak and read Spanish. I read French. For almost a year now Ive been learning to speak more and more Chinese Mandarin from instructional audio files I keep on my Ipod.

I need to start stenciling again. When I do, Im not posting pictures on the site. Ill mention it when I have new pictures, and if you want Ill send you links to photos through your contact e-mail. Just paranoid. surreal Update: I made some small ones at work, they are in my pics.

this journal just don't stop.
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So the recent ex-girlfriend is coming home from school on Thanksgiving break. She wants to hang out. This is cool because were on good terms and I never see her, although we talk by phone.

But this is also not cool. Im scared shitless. I want to be friends with her, but shes always been emotionally distant. Shes extremely introverted. Shes the same way with everyone, but it drives me insane. Its just not in her personality to spill her guts.

She is a rock. A stone wall.

Shes really great, but I have always felt like an outsider. blackeyed
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it's over!
VIEW 25 of 28 COMMENTS
hellsforheroes:
thanks for the welcome...the unicorns belong to Napolean Dynamite though
Nov 24, 2004
zerasmile:
Nursing-so much adventure to be had if you really want it. Be a traveling nurse and travel the whole country (get paid fat cash in the process). Join the foreign legion (if you have a BSN) and travel the whole world. Be a nurse on a cruise ship. And finally, they even need nurses on the sets of movies. So much more, just a few ideas. On top of it all there are a gazzillion and one focus areas to choose from once you get your nursing license. The cash ain't bad for a 2 year degree. One more thing-work 12hr shifts-have off 4 days a week, then you can go snowboarding, hiking, sailing or whatever else you want to do. Hopefully this will improve your outlook on next semester. (sorry about my novlette)
Dec 10, 2004

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