So, I'm kind of in a rut. It feels like I do the same thing every day. I mean, I don't, but it feels like it. I work out, or don't, watch TV, go to work, and that's about it. I can't really go out too much because 1) I quit drinking, 2) No friends here in this rinky dink town, and 3) I'm trying to save my money. I feel alone, I feel unappreciated, and I just don't like it. I want to change my hair, but no money. I want to see my "friends" in the town I left, but they never seem to get ahold of me.
It just seems like the more I put my life together, the more alone I feel. The more messed up my life is, the more people want to be around me. Is it just me, or is this a little ridiculous?
It just seems like the more I put my life together, the more alone I feel. The more messed up my life is, the more people want to be around me. Is it just me, or is this a little ridiculous?