b3autifulm3ss

Sometimes you just get into a normal routine of blah. Tomorrow when I wake up, I plan on ending that blah. I'm going running, probably going to hit up some garage sales, and then on Tuesday (best day of the week to get apps) I am going to try and find myself a job so I can get my own place. I love my roommates and all, but I'm honestly not a cat person, and there's 4 cats here. Also, 2 dogs who are assholes that don't know how to listen. I want to be able to wake up in the morning in MY house, in MY bed, and look at how well MY decorations are. I want to move on with my life and become more independent and happy.

I've always had a problem with my body, and my roommate brought it up tonight while we were shopping at Wal-Mart. I never really thought it bothered my friends too much, but I guess they're worried about it. Time to do something about it. Working out is the way to go, regardless if I need to lose weight or not, this is for me. AND I got myself to where I'm at (a little unhappy about my weight) and I am the only one who can change it, so what's a better way to start than to START? My words exactly!

Staying more positive, a "can do" attitude, and ready for an enormous change that will help me in the long run. Wish me luck in all that I want to achieve all!

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