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Tuesday Oct 09, 2007

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Living in shadows

You promissed me your world
All you me gave me was your living hell
With fleeting moments of paradise
I now reside in the shadow of your absence
Colder than the bitterness of your winter
And darker than the emptiness of space
You disappeared without a trace
Left me to wander in the immense loneliness of my own space
And still I meander through lingering memories of you
Searching for the light that I discovered within you
But all that finds me now is the desolation of your disgrace
I just want to escape this barren place
Yet at every turn
I see the smile that once winked at me in your eyes
And I feel the whisper of your breath
You have become my undoing, my death

J.D.H.

This little rhyme is about my ex, the addict, I started thinking about how silly I was when I dated him and how much pain I allowed him to inflict on me....NEVER AGAIN!

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