Don't reverse over roadkill!
OK so I am feeling a little more human today, I've been invited to go on a girls night this Friday with a friend of mine but I am working as a model at the launch of some new clothing label from Japan. I am not getting paid but I get to keep the clothes I wear and I get to party and drink for free, which is OK. Also it'll be an opportunity for me and my agent to catch up, as we haven't spoken since before Christmas! Always good to keep these relationships well oiled!
My ex Justin called last night I think he wants my ass which is beginning to freak me out, he was asking all these bloody questions about my love life, about Sordid Affair Boy and then he started calling me cute and mentioning how good our sex life was. It just freaked me out, I love the boy but there ain't no lust lost between us, just like you cannot base a relationship on lust you cannot make up for it when it's just not there anymore! This is going to sound odd but he is more like a son to me, he's a lot younger than I am and has always leaned on me emotionally and now that his marriage is dissolving he's doing it again, I don't mind but he must keep his hands to himself as I don't want to kick him while he is down by rejecting him. Men!!!
I've posted a picture of the new Honda CBR 600 RR next to my PC. This is to inspire me to sell, sell, sell so that I can have one of these babies by the end of the year. I'll probably get a secondhand one to start with and later buy a new one, or maybe even a Ducati when I am wealthier and a much more experienced rider. Can't wait!!
"True guilt is guilt at the obligation one owes to oneself to be oneself. False guilt is guilt felt at not being what other people feel one ought to be or assume that one is." -- Ronald David Laing
OK so I am feeling a little more human today, I've been invited to go on a girls night this Friday with a friend of mine but I am working as a model at the launch of some new clothing label from Japan. I am not getting paid but I get to keep the clothes I wear and I get to party and drink for free, which is OK. Also it'll be an opportunity for me and my agent to catch up, as we haven't spoken since before Christmas! Always good to keep these relationships well oiled!
My ex Justin called last night I think he wants my ass which is beginning to freak me out, he was asking all these bloody questions about my love life, about Sordid Affair Boy and then he started calling me cute and mentioning how good our sex life was. It just freaked me out, I love the boy but there ain't no lust lost between us, just like you cannot base a relationship on lust you cannot make up for it when it's just not there anymore! This is going to sound odd but he is more like a son to me, he's a lot younger than I am and has always leaned on me emotionally and now that his marriage is dissolving he's doing it again, I don't mind but he must keep his hands to himself as I don't want to kick him while he is down by rejecting him. Men!!!
I've posted a picture of the new Honda CBR 600 RR next to my PC. This is to inspire me to sell, sell, sell so that I can have one of these babies by the end of the year. I'll probably get a secondhand one to start with and later buy a new one, or maybe even a Ducati when I am wealthier and a much more experienced rider. Can't wait!!
"True guilt is guilt at the obligation one owes to oneself to be oneself. False guilt is guilt felt at not being what other people feel one ought to be or assume that one is." -- Ronald David Laing
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good luck with the gig on friday, i hope there are going to be pictures