Sunday, February 25, 2007
Playing the dark angel
OK so once again my weekend turned into some unplanned bizarre adventure. Went to an amazing Restaurant called Pigalle. On the way there my best female friend pipes up, 'Why don't we go to the Grand later!" The Grand being a very up market strip club. This is very surprising as she is a Christian and I wasn't expecting that to come out of her mouth. Any way after two bottles of Meerlust Merlot ( beautiful wine from SA) & a massive seafood platter off we go to the Grand.
The evening just went South after that. This really hot stripper started throwing her underwear at me, which was fantastic and later on this guy that I know from working at Sudada bought him and I a private lap dance with her. I got some sugar and a little more, he loved it! After that My ex called me, the last time we spoke he told me that he couldn't speak to me as his wife and himself were trying to reconcile. I really didn't mind until I remembered that he had my Chris Liberator CD as well as one of my very expensive books. When I asked him to return them he ignored me which really hacked me off! Anyway so he calls me and I am a total butch to him and he takes it because he knows that he was wrong.
He ended fetching me from the Grand and we spent the night catching up, he admitted everything I already knew, it was weird but well needed. I finally really understood that he really didn't mean to hurt me it was just that the only way for us to end it was for him to go on the rebound with another woman. It was needed because we just loved each other to the point of destruction and it had to end and thank God it did as I would've married him and that would have been a fucken disaster. I really believe that true love lasts forever and I still love him very much but in a very different way, I would never go back there's is absolutely no desire or lust left for him on my part, he still wants me but that's his problem. Like most guys he just wants what he can't have.
Anyway stayed at home and slept on Saturday night and went to my friends Delaina's boyfriends place on Sunday in this really upmarket area. We had a BBQ and sat in the Jacuzzi watching a Fat Boy Slim DVD which was shot at Brighton Beach in England, literally thousands of people going ape to old house classics, it looks like a fucken awesome party. Love to do it one day. At one point something started smelling like burned plastic, we couldn't figure out what the hell it was until we saw the box where the Jacuzzi motor was in on flames! That's when the party ended.
This morning my best friend called, I was supposed to move in with her for a month while my apartment gets renovated, but her ex flat mate is coming to fetch her bed so I'll have nowhere to sleep, I am not lugging my bed all the way over their for a few weeks so I'll stay with my mom until then, I'll just try and be nice to her, Aaaarrrrggghhh!! Fuck!
"Any authentic creation is a gift to the future." -- Albert Camus
"Above all, be the heroine of your life, not the victim." -- Nora Ephron
Playing the dark angel
OK so once again my weekend turned into some unplanned bizarre adventure. Went to an amazing Restaurant called Pigalle. On the way there my best female friend pipes up, 'Why don't we go to the Grand later!" The Grand being a very up market strip club. This is very surprising as she is a Christian and I wasn't expecting that to come out of her mouth. Any way after two bottles of Meerlust Merlot ( beautiful wine from SA) & a massive seafood platter off we go to the Grand.
The evening just went South after that. This really hot stripper started throwing her underwear at me, which was fantastic and later on this guy that I know from working at Sudada bought him and I a private lap dance with her. I got some sugar and a little more, he loved it! After that My ex called me, the last time we spoke he told me that he couldn't speak to me as his wife and himself were trying to reconcile. I really didn't mind until I remembered that he had my Chris Liberator CD as well as one of my very expensive books. When I asked him to return them he ignored me which really hacked me off! Anyway so he calls me and I am a total butch to him and he takes it because he knows that he was wrong.
He ended fetching me from the Grand and we spent the night catching up, he admitted everything I already knew, it was weird but well needed. I finally really understood that he really didn't mean to hurt me it was just that the only way for us to end it was for him to go on the rebound with another woman. It was needed because we just loved each other to the point of destruction and it had to end and thank God it did as I would've married him and that would have been a fucken disaster. I really believe that true love lasts forever and I still love him very much but in a very different way, I would never go back there's is absolutely no desire or lust left for him on my part, he still wants me but that's his problem. Like most guys he just wants what he can't have.
Anyway stayed at home and slept on Saturday night and went to my friends Delaina's boyfriends place on Sunday in this really upmarket area. We had a BBQ and sat in the Jacuzzi watching a Fat Boy Slim DVD which was shot at Brighton Beach in England, literally thousands of people going ape to old house classics, it looks like a fucken awesome party. Love to do it one day. At one point something started smelling like burned plastic, we couldn't figure out what the hell it was until we saw the box where the Jacuzzi motor was in on flames! That's when the party ended.
This morning my best friend called, I was supposed to move in with her for a month while my apartment gets renovated, but her ex flat mate is coming to fetch her bed so I'll have nowhere to sleep, I am not lugging my bed all the way over their for a few weeks so I'll stay with my mom until then, I'll just try and be nice to her, Aaaarrrrggghhh!! Fuck!
"Any authentic creation is a gift to the future." -- Albert Camus
"Above all, be the heroine of your life, not the victim." -- Nora Ephron
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As far as getting ready for the Disco Safari party goes, we're still ironing out all the details. Once MissYucki has made a decision, you'll be the first to know. Pls just bear in mind that there'll need to be a fitting beforehand - probably Wednesday afternoon. Leave that open, 'kay?
Thx hun. You ROCK
and good that you ironed things out with the ex
at least you know where you stand and your mind is at rest
at least if you stay at your moms place you wont have to cook