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OK so I told fancy face that I can't do meaningless, that it was just not me and that I was sorry that I led him to believe otherwise. His retort was "OK woman", gee how elaborate and then I got " Are you stressed about last night because you think that I am stressed?" Not sure what he means by stressed, can a man reading this please fucking decipher?????

I then chose to be completely straight forward and I said the following as I hate pussy footing around things!! I said " I am beginning to like you which I can't afford to do as not only are you anti relationships but I also have to focus on my career right now. The fact that you are unavailable makes you more desirable as I always go for men with issues in that way I avoid intimacy which scares the living shit out of me, so it's not you it's me, not good at these things."

Later on he wanted to know what I was up to and I grilled him a little more about me knowing what I want and who I am and I only take calculated risks, blah! blah! blah! So he responded by saying that he is not stressed ( again the word stressed, huh??) and that I shouldn't worry, I am not worried about how he feels, I am worried about how I feel!!!

Then first thing this morning he calls??

I don't think offering friendship was a good idea


We have crossed that line that friends should never cross and I can just see this whole thing ending up going very fucken pair shaped!

What the fuck am I doing???

Any suggestions people???