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Monday Feb 12, 2007

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"I felt an angel's possessing grip, the flames / rising from your skin, / the shadow of the divine." --Edward Hirsch

I think that's really beautiful. I feel sick at the mo, my blood sugar has taken a total dive, need to eat. First official day at new job, little nervous.

"I look at you and I would rather look at you than all the portraits in the world." --Frank O'Hara
I miss the above sentiment, there is no one that I feel like that about right now, yes, that's right I am over Sordid Affair Boy, just decided that despite the obvious chemistry I really don't like him and I really don't want him back, all the related angst was just a result of my bruised ego.

"By in love she meant the acuteness of the heart at the sudden sight of a particular person or the way over a couple of years of interested friendship one is suddenly stunned by the lungs' longing for more and more breath in the presence of that friend." --Grace Paley mmmm......

"Loving should be fun and self-improving, not self-reducing and servile." --Molara Ogundipe-Leslie...AMEN!!!

"This is a deep, permanent human condition, this need to be loved and to love." --Annie Proulx SO TRUE

"Love is our true destiny. We do not find the meaning of life by ourselves alone--we find it with another." -- Thomas Merton

I had to explain the above to a very young yet very cute 25 year old boy recently, I don't think he really gets it, maybe I'm being too judgemental. Probably. Maybe I'm just hoping he doesn't get it that way I'll be able to remain emotionally vacant. Oh God!!!! I am a sucker for emotionally unavailable men, you'd think I would know better at the age of 29 but still without fail I find myself attracted to the same type of guy over and over again. It's ok tho, I promissed myself that I wouldn't have a relationship with a younger man again and I won't, I'll just have heaps of meaningless sex instead, he he he miao!!
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saffa:
good to hear you over the idiot biggrin
sorry to hear you not feeling well frown i hope it gets better smile
Feb 12, 2007
makeyourself:
"You sarky little shit!!!" blush No one's ever called me that before kiss wink
Wroom wroom - respect the bike blackeyed
Feb 12, 2007

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