I am sooo tired! Aaargghh!! I had quite a chilled weekend though. I made my friend Cindy dinner on Friday night and we discussed our gym program, our personal trainer recently had a total burn out and has since quit personal training and taken up exotic dancing instead 
We also bought Squash Raquets as we want to do a sport which enables us to express our aggression as well as to learn how to hit fricken balls! Yay!!
I am quite happy at the moment, I did some painting yesterday, I am still struggling with the damn hair in the one painting that I am doing, I thought faces were a challenge for me! My next painting is a gift for my best friend Roger aka Gabe. It's a close up of a really beautifull woman with dark hair, he is moving out soon and it's something that he can use to decorate his new place plus it's personal, I hope he likes it.
On Saturday I had a bit of a panic attack as my medication is up, I need to get some more today, luckily Cindy was there and with the help of good food and cheap red wine I felt better. I also saw Brendon for the first time in months, it was good to see him, at least there is some eye candy behind the bar at Palms now, besides me of course! The cops raided the club on Saturday night and we closed at three a.m. which was a blessing as I was exhausted. I think I am only going to work once a weekend from now on. Working the whole weekend is just too much!
I am keen on getting involved in this company called network 21, it looks like a feasable way to make extra money and it doesn't require that much effort, I am in the process of learning affirmations that are aimed at changing my attitude towards money, my work as well as myself.
Research has shown that self-discipline and practice play a larger part in success than talent. I agree completely! When I am living in a way where I practice self discipline then my life just seems better, things come my way! I find it also pays to be grateful, things just fall into place when one is grateful for everything, even the stuff that is really challenging to accept.
"Nothing will work unless you do." - Maya Angelou
We also bought Squash Raquets as we want to do a sport which enables us to express our aggression as well as to learn how to hit fricken balls! Yay!!
I am quite happy at the moment, I did some painting yesterday, I am still struggling with the damn hair in the one painting that I am doing, I thought faces were a challenge for me! My next painting is a gift for my best friend Roger aka Gabe. It's a close up of a really beautifull woman with dark hair, he is moving out soon and it's something that he can use to decorate his new place plus it's personal, I hope he likes it.
On Saturday I had a bit of a panic attack as my medication is up, I need to get some more today, luckily Cindy was there and with the help of good food and cheap red wine I felt better. I also saw Brendon for the first time in months, it was good to see him, at least there is some eye candy behind the bar at Palms now, besides me of course! The cops raided the club on Saturday night and we closed at three a.m. which was a blessing as I was exhausted. I think I am only going to work once a weekend from now on. Working the whole weekend is just too much!
I am keen on getting involved in this company called network 21, it looks like a feasable way to make extra money and it doesn't require that much effort, I am in the process of learning affirmations that are aimed at changing my attitude towards money, my work as well as myself.
Research has shown that self-discipline and practice play a larger part in success than talent. I agree completely! When I am living in a way where I practice self discipline then my life just seems better, things come my way! I find it also pays to be grateful, things just fall into place when one is grateful for everything, even the stuff that is really challenging to accept.
"Nothing will work unless you do." - Maya Angelou
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is Palms a club or pub, cause if its a pub (i dont do clubs anymore) and you still there when i make it over, i will have to come look at the female eye candy