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Hey all

Been very busy, after my week from hell I feel great. Got closure with the ex, he wanted me back but wasn't prepared to have a meeting with his ex and I in order to set the record straight so in my mind he is guilty, he did sleep with her while we were together even though he is denying it profusely and calling her a liar. His reasoning for not wanting to meet with her and I is that he doesn't want to humiliate her like that as he considers her a friend and that in his mind is wrong and disrespectful. What a fuck head, he's just not that into me, what a pity for him!

I am still sort of seeing Raul, he is way to young and lives with his parents although he is gorgeous and sweet and makes me laugh, I need that right now.

Anyway still waiting for my damn application to become a SG to be accepted or denied. It's taking fucking forever, must be that thousands of wannabe's are applying for the honour of shedding their garments on this website. It's understandable!