azraelstarfire

i just discoverd what my eatting disorder is.... everything i eat i can find something ultimately discusting about it; either while eatting before eatting or after eatting something i will find its flaw that makes it oh so gross. so i either just dont eat it.. ignore that its gross.. or throw up because i`ve lead even my stumache to believe how gross it is... i can even convince myself that something had gone bad (out of date) when really it hasnt.. is this a new form of hyperchondraic?