azrael06

It could always be worse.

So a while back i got really depressed, really drunk and i went driving. Not a happy combination. So here i sit typing with a broken arm, fractured skull and some 3rd degree burns. But ironically i'm the happiest i have been since about this time 2 years ago. I have confirmed my immortality and now i'm ready to take on the world, hehe...

now with a site with the word suicide in the title there is not a lot of talk on said subject. well that is about to change, because well frankly it's a consideration of mine. I am depressed, i have been clinically depressed since i was about 15, so thats about 8 years, which roughly translates into one quarter of my life. Considering you barely...
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Women are an enigma to me. They sleep with you then never want to talk to you again. That's how it is right? or is it just me?

OKay nobody say a fucking thing... yep you guessed it i had the tickets for tuesday night.. the one that got cancelled!!!!

Was i ever pissed off... so i got really very drunk.. screwed a long time friend and got so off my head on drugs i'm surprised i'm still alive...

damn throat infections...

Yeee haaa, going to Melbourne tonight. That means in about five days time i will be seeing radiohead live for their last gig in their current world tour. I mean hell it's only been 6 years since i saw them last but hey. Not to mention the pharmecutical binge that i will be indulging in this weekend. However it looks like i will miss the...
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Having just watched High Fidelity again, i have to say that it has to be one of the best films i have seen. But i'm watching the deleted scenes and noticed that some were in the original cinematic release but not on the dvd version... wouldn't it make sense to include more on the dvd rather than edit it further? I suppose this new revelation...
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Fuck, it's 2am and no one is online, well none of my friends at least.. when did they get lives?

My crush is getting worse.. now i can't close my eyes, and i'm having problems with love, lust and all that crap... why must life be so complicated????

HAve you ever done something so stupid you wish you could die? No? well i have and i wish i could... and you know it was almost 8 months ago... in fact it was ten months ago,... i hate myself and what i have become...

right now i haave developed a crush on a girl i work with.. maybe its just lust i don't know...
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Fuck i have to give this hedonism gig up, i think it's killing me. I saw the sun rise for the first time in a long time, and when your drug fucked it isn't nearly as spectatular as it should be!