azrael06

Now, i'm not one to complain, well i suppose if you know me i am, but anyway.

I hate being me. When i was young it was always expected that i'd be able to do anything, therefore the only time people saw fit to make comment was when i wasn't doing something right. Surprisingly this has followed me into my adult life. People must just look at me and go, well fuck he should know how to do everything and do it well. I'm getting sick of it, for once i'd like a person to say, good job, or keep up the good work, not, your not doing this right, or work harder.

I know that i should be doing my best for personal satisfaction at a job well done, but hell if i wanted personal satisfaction i'd masturbate, at least i feel good and the results are always positive. I want someone else to notice me, to make me feel good, is that to much to ask, for one person to make you feel good about who you are?

Good luck i suppose....