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In exactly one month from today I'll be getting on a plane heading down under.

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That's soon!

Everyone has been asking me if I'm nervous. I always shrugged and said not yet, but I think it's safe to say yes now.

butterflies!

I think what weighs on me most is leaving this terrific boy behind. We're having such a fantastic time, possibly the best relationship I've ever been in. What do I do? Flee to the other side of the world for a year. *sigh*

Me leaving has always been a factor, we didn't expect to fall for eachother like we did, but even still I think we're both keeping a pretty level head about it all. I can see a shift in behaviors setting in, on both our parts, with my departure coming up rapidly I think we're preparing ourselves for the goodbye.

What I can't grasp is how you just stop loving someone. Well I guess in this case it's not that I have to stop loving him, I just have to give him up. I've never had to end a relationship that was going so well... how do I just move on?

Who am I kidding.. level headed? I'm going to be a mess!

*NEWSFLASH* 200 die in mascara flood at Lester B. Pearson International!

Now... what I'm super excited for is the long awaited return of the lovely Posh

I'm so happy she's coming... I have missed her so much! She is definately one of my best friends. I wish so much that she still lived in Toronto. Or rather that when I get back from Australia that she will reside here once again.

Who the hell is going to be left when I get home? Everyone one is moving away!

well, there's sorta an update for ya...
a little theraputic rambeling for myself, it's time I get back to work... I promised myself I'd push the envelope today! so off I go!

P.S. I'm adding some neu pics! check em out