London is looming ever closer. 13 days. This is my last week at work. Hopefully, forever, but that remains to be seen.
I'm in the middle of a med change. I feel fucking awful. My whole body hurts, and worse yet, my willingness and ease to harm other living beings has begun to surface. I was informed that my anger and violence issues aren't actually the depression, but the manic stages, which is so strange for me, because for years my manic stages would literally be a day long, and then I'd spend 364 days in a full blown black-out depression. Supposedly, this new medication will treat both sides of the bipolar disorder, and my chronic nightmares will cease to be an issue. That would be fucking amazing.
I always feel like I have more to say here, and then I get here, and I just.... don't.
I'm in the middle of a med change. I feel fucking awful. My whole body hurts, and worse yet, my willingness and ease to harm other living beings has begun to surface. I was informed that my anger and violence issues aren't actually the depression, but the manic stages, which is so strange for me, because for years my manic stages would literally be a day long, and then I'd spend 364 days in a full blown black-out depression. Supposedly, this new medication will treat both sides of the bipolar disorder, and my chronic nightmares will cease to be an issue. That would be fucking amazing.
I always feel like I have more to say here, and then I get here, and I just.... don't.
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pyromethious:
so...what's on the itinerary?
nanci:
Manchester is quite far however I come down to London quite often as quite a few of my SG friends live there and I used to live down there before I moved up north for uni 