azkadellia

Today just fucking sucks. I checked the website for school today to see when they'll be releasing my excess financial aid. According to the website, they have to "re-evaluate" my financial aid since I am not attending summer classes full time. This means that the amount I had expected to receive might not be the amount that I get back, which is mondo bad, cause I was relying on that money to pay bills, since I'm not exactly working very much over the summer because I'm going to school. I could puke. I'm so panicked and scared, it's not even funny. I shouldn't be. I have no idea how this is going to work out. I could be totally fine, since I didn't accept my financial aid until AFTER I registered for classes, so it SHOULD have been based on my part time status anyways. But who knows. Tomorrow I have to stop into their office and have a shit fit/panic attack in front of them. So now, because I have no idea how much I'll be getting back, I'm scrapping a ton of things, like the invitation only dog show we were suppose to go to in June. That's 60 bucks that might have to go else where, sadly enough.

So aside from that, I really kinda feel shitty today. I think this past week has finally caught up to me. I have a headache and I'm so so so fucking cold. I have a fair bit of homework to do, but really, I just want to take a nap. I also can't tell if I have a fever. My inability to get warm says yes.

I know everything will work out. It always does. But today just blows.
That aside, Happy Mother's Day.