Today has drained me. I'm so tired, it was such a shitty day.
Boz now thinks that it's time to get up when Daddy gets up, which is 6 am. So she attacks me until I get up and remove her from the room.
Had really bad cramps all day today.
Nearly puked up my breakfast over two dogs in St. Louis. The shit that people do to animals enrages me.
Got my hair cut. Not as short as I wanted it to be, but fine.
Have you ever known something was coming, and thought you were prepared, until it hit your doorstep, and you realized how terrifying facing it is and will be?
Will is sending out a resume to Charleston, South Carolina. A friend of his just got a job there, and the schools are desperate for teachers. It sounds promising. And it scares the fuck out of me. I always knew it would come to this, but now that it's here... I see my mom three days a week. We have lunch every Tuesday. My dad lives two hours away, with my brothers.
I know I should be happy about this, about him getting a job, and us getting a place of our own and moving forward with our lives, but I'm not. I want to cry.
I've thought about looking up the SGCharleston group, and start looking for schools. I need to try and be positive about this. Why is it so hard?
Boz now thinks that it's time to get up when Daddy gets up, which is 6 am. So she attacks me until I get up and remove her from the room.
Had really bad cramps all day today.
Nearly puked up my breakfast over two dogs in St. Louis. The shit that people do to animals enrages me.
Got my hair cut. Not as short as I wanted it to be, but fine.
Have you ever known something was coming, and thought you were prepared, until it hit your doorstep, and you realized how terrifying facing it is and will be?
Will is sending out a resume to Charleston, South Carolina. A friend of his just got a job there, and the schools are desperate for teachers. It sounds promising. And it scares the fuck out of me. I always knew it would come to this, but now that it's here... I see my mom three days a week. We have lunch every Tuesday. My dad lives two hours away, with my brothers.
I know I should be happy about this, about him getting a job, and us getting a place of our own and moving forward with our lives, but I'm not. I want to cry.
I've thought about looking up the SGCharleston group, and start looking for schools. I need to try and be positive about this. Why is it so hard?
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Same thing happened to me when feerlessfreddy decided to move us to Vegas. It was scary and it was really hard at first, but it's great now. Don't worry about it. Especially if there is already someone out there that you know. (his friend) and there's the SG community there too so it won't be too bad. I promise. There are much worse things that could happen. (like living too close to his parents any longer?
xoxo