today has sucked ass. It's been really shitty.
i get up to go to work today, hop in the shower and a cramp forms that lands me on the floor. Hottest shower ever, and it won't go away. Feeling like I might puke, I call in, switch today for a double tommorrow. Which blows. Crawl back into bed, only to get an angry hubby. He won't tell me why he's angry but I suspect a combination of the following reasons: He now has to share the bed with me again, I called into work again, and I slept until noonish.
I had to explain to my MIL what's going on, which was so fun. Then I got a nose bleed. And a second cramp.
I cleaned the bedroom, threw out three bags of shit just chilling in my closet. You can barely tell. Mostly, I cleaned to spite hubby, in the 'even when is stay home sick, I still do more than you do, and weren't you suppose to do this to start with?' way.
I feel like I'm starting to look shitty at work,with my calling in. It's not too frequently, but it's more than I'd like. I don't have a doctor's note, because my doctor refuses to let me have the surgery that I need done to be diagnosed. Isn't that awesome? I know. Find a new doctor. Can't afford to. Even awesomer yet.
I want to cry, but I'm too exhausted to bother. That's the worse thing about all of this. The pain eventually goes away, but the whole ordeal is so exhausting that a 20 minute cramp requires 3 hours of sleep to require from.
I don't know what I'm going to do.
That's how I feel right now
i get up to go to work today, hop in the shower and a cramp forms that lands me on the floor. Hottest shower ever, and it won't go away. Feeling like I might puke, I call in, switch today for a double tommorrow. Which blows. Crawl back into bed, only to get an angry hubby. He won't tell me why he's angry but I suspect a combination of the following reasons: He now has to share the bed with me again, I called into work again, and I slept until noonish.
I had to explain to my MIL what's going on, which was so fun. Then I got a nose bleed. And a second cramp.
I cleaned the bedroom, threw out three bags of shit just chilling in my closet. You can barely tell. Mostly, I cleaned to spite hubby, in the 'even when is stay home sick, I still do more than you do, and weren't you suppose to do this to start with?' way.
I feel like I'm starting to look shitty at work,with my calling in. It's not too frequently, but it's more than I'd like. I don't have a doctor's note, because my doctor refuses to let me have the surgery that I need done to be diagnosed. Isn't that awesome? I know. Find a new doctor. Can't afford to. Even awesomer yet.
I want to cry, but I'm too exhausted to bother. That's the worse thing about all of this. The pain eventually goes away, but the whole ordeal is so exhausting that a 20 minute cramp requires 3 hours of sleep to require from.
I don't know what I'm going to do.
That's how I feel right now
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I know how it goes with the "I did this even though I feel like crap" stuff. I do it too.
And tell him that sharing a bed with you is not a bad thing
xoxo