aziel

Its been awhile since i wrote something. Have not been in the mood to write which is bad since i write something daily. whether it's here or in my journal on this computer or in my writing tablet for the stories I write. I just have not been up to the task. My GF dumped me b/c she found out I passed up a new job in PA to stay here with her. I thought it was just gonna be for a short time. A month has gone by and i saw her for the first time tonight. We talked about how things have been going and I thought for a moment we were gonna patch things up. Then another women comes over to tell her that her friend had fun on their date friday night. turns out that she is seeing someone else now. At this point my brother calls to be picked up from work so I went to leave and she didn't even try to stop me. After I pick him up i needed to do something. for the first time in 5 years i wanted to cut my hair. it's the thing she loved the most. she always played with it. so now my shoulder length hair is short.