aziel

I am gonna hurt somebody. My gf just called me crying that her ex threatened to hurt her son. she tells me she is afraid something might happen and she is going to the police. she then tells me not to get involved...WHAT THE FUCK!!! I love her son. My friends see me care for him and her and joke with me. They tell me I love him more than I love her. Truth is even though he is not mine I do care for him. He is just a bundle of happiness and hearing him, holding him, watching him makes me happy. The only thing better is seeing her hold him. Don't tell her but I cried seeing them and thinking this is where I want to be in my life. With her and taking care of them...
I told her she deserves better than me and she said if I find someone better let her know but til then that I make her happy enough to forget her problems.