As most people know I'm bisexual and love the touch of both men & women. But what really sucks is it is way too easy to pick up on guys but not girls. Gabe & I have met some nice couples in the past weeks but to be honest I'm getting a little burnt out meeting couples. It is way too hard to find people that we can have the friends w/benefits aspect with and when we meet these people that say they want that what they really mean is f*ck buddies w/no regular hanging out so I'm getting frustrated overall with the couples aspect.
But anyhoo back to my point I miss actually having a girlfriend. I have had two committed relationships in the past with women. One I had to break off because she was bringing too much drama into my life and the other broke my heart Valentines Day of last year breaking it off with me. She told me she had been using to get money, etc from me
Yea I know a steady girlfriend can be a risk of drama and such but I guess I enjoyed having that hanging out partner, that shopping partner, the girl dates and oh can't forget the fun sexual experiences.
Now don't get me wrong I'm not looking for that steady gf right now just saying I miss it. Right now I would moreso like that "gal" friend with a friends w/benefits aspect. I miss having that gal i can shop with, hang out with, etc and to be frank I miss the sexual experiences with women. Its so hard finding truly bi women and when you do its either they aren't interested in you or you aren't interested in them. Lately I have had lots of girls interested in me but me not them Yes I do have interest with a couple girls but the one (her husband is too jealous, the other her bf won't let her try because of insecure as well, and the other well I have no clue if she is interested in me anymore). Of course the first two I can't be with and the 3rd she confuses me & I'm not sure if she wants me or she doesn't and its hard to just come right out and yes I'm a blunt person but it can be a bit awkward asking straightup if we will ever be intimate again because I enjoyed pleasing her so for now I keep it as friends until I know its safe to ask about it and not feel as if I'm pressuring. And well rejection is tough and I just hope that one of these times she will pipe up and say when are you going to get around frisking me again LOL 
Anyhooo thats what I've been pondering. I miss girl experiences 1 on 1s as well as 3somes. I know its been forever since Gabe & I have had a 3some (1 year 5 months) and I miss that as well. But Gabe doesn't push on that like most guys do which is nice. He is cool with me having 1 on 1s with girls but I'm not even getting that. I actually found one "rare" bi single girl online that was a sexy little blond that messaged me out of a group. She actually got to talking to both of us but its been months since we first talked and she supposedly wanted to meet up with us both because she thinks we are soooo hot and we even showed the "not so becoming" pics as well. Gave her our phone #s and she kept promising after school was out to get together and call us and well she wouldn't give her # said she was too shy on the phone and would just meet in person but then she later said she would call us and well got a strange call with background noise and sounded like a guy clearing his throat and hanging up when she said she was going to call. Never heard from her since online on yahoo so someone was probably toying with us. Too good to be true is all I can say. She was sweet, sexy & only looking for friends w/benefits. I gave the benefit of the doubt.
So yea I miss girl/girl time and 3some with another girl but its so hard finding girls that aren't already taken by a guy and won't play with you unless you are a 3some girl to their man. That is so frustrating! Which frustrates me because I would be like ok well got to meet both me & my man and be friends & if we are both comfortable then. NO they basically say to leave Gabe at home or don't bother I'm like f*ck that! Why put myself in a bad situation and I find it totally disrepectful that they want me to be a 3some girl for them and to just leave my husband at home with the kids...NO TY! So anyhoo I have said my long piece.
If there are any girls (bi, lesbian, married, single) out there that would like some girl/girl play or a 3some with a couple let me know
I know dumb effort because I know no one will reply but figured I would try
But anyhoo back to my point I miss actually having a girlfriend. I have had two committed relationships in the past with women. One I had to break off because she was bringing too much drama into my life and the other broke my heart Valentines Day of last year breaking it off with me. She told me she had been using to get money, etc from me
Yea I know a steady girlfriend can be a risk of drama and such but I guess I enjoyed having that hanging out partner, that shopping partner, the girl dates and oh can't forget the fun sexual experiences.
Now don't get me wrong I'm not looking for that steady gf right now just saying I miss it. Right now I would moreso like that "gal" friend with a friends w/benefits aspect. I miss having that gal i can shop with, hang out with, etc and to be frank I miss the sexual experiences with women. Its so hard finding truly bi women and when you do its either they aren't interested in you or you aren't interested in them. Lately I have had lots of girls interested in me but me not them
Yes I do have interest with a couple girls but the one (her husband is too jealous, the other her bf won't let her try because of insecure as well, and the other well I have no clue if she is interested in me anymore). Of course the first two I can't be with and the 3rd she confuses me & I'm not sure if she wants me or she doesn't and its hard to just come right out and yes I'm a blunt person but it can be a bit awkward asking straightup if we will ever be intimate again because I enjoyed pleasing her so for now I keep it as friends until I know its safe to ask about it and not feel as if I'm pressuring. And well rejection is tough and I just hope that one of these times she will pipe up and say when are you going to get around frisking me again LOL
Anyhooo thats what I've been pondering. I miss girl experiences 1 on 1s as well as 3somes. I know its been forever since Gabe & I have had a 3some (1 year 5 months) and I miss that as well. But Gabe doesn't push on that like most guys do which is nice. He is cool with me having 1 on 1s with girls but I'm not even getting that. I actually found one "rare" bi single girl online that was a sexy little blond that messaged me out of a group. She actually got to talking to both of us but its been months since we first talked and she supposedly wanted to meet up with us both because she thinks we are soooo hot and we even showed the "not so becoming" pics as well. Gave her our phone #s and she kept promising after school was out to get together and call us and well she wouldn't give her # said she was too shy on the phone and would just meet in person but then she later said she would call us and well got a strange call with background noise and sounded like a guy clearing his throat and hanging up when she said she was going to call. Never heard from her since online on yahoo so someone was probably toying with us. Too good to be true is all I can say. She was sweet, sexy & only looking for friends w/benefits. I gave the benefit of the doubt.
So yea I miss girl/girl time and 3some with another girl but its so hard finding girls that aren't already taken by a guy and won't play with you unless you are a 3some girl to their man. That is so frustrating! Which frustrates me because I would be like ok well got to meet both me & my man and be friends & if we are both comfortable then. NO they basically say to leave Gabe at home or don't bother I'm like f*ck that! Why put myself in a bad situation and I find it totally disrepectful that they want me to be a 3some girl for them and to just leave my husband at home with the kids...NO TY! So anyhoo I have said my long piece.
If there are any girls (bi, lesbian, married, single) out there that would like some girl/girl play or a 3some with a couple let me know
I know dumb effort because I know no one will reply but figured I would try